There is not a day that I don’t think of you little sister…
Not a day that I don’t miss you…
So close and yet so far…
What are you doing right now?
Are you happy?
Sad?
I saw you in the plane sitting with mom but you did not recognize me…
No wonder after 6 years of silence from me…
You were still a little girl, when I walked out of your life…
Please know that it was never my intention to leave you…
I wish there was a way…
Maybe when you are a bit older…
If then you still want to know me…
I love you…
I just wanted you to know…
Your big sister
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Mirijam…so painfully honest, and beautiful in it's honesty. Did you mean to summon tears? My hope is she will want to know you, and have the blessing of wonderful you in her life, when it's her choice. Thank you for sharing this. Big hugs to you, brave soul. xoxoxo Gina
Mesmerizing.. simple yet captivating emotions! You are outdone yourself dear!
Gina! Thank you so much! She sent me an email but from my mothers email address. I will answer once she gets her own email. She is only 12 or 13 now.
I believe our mother tried to explain it to her but how do you tell a 5 year old why her sister is not talking to her anymore. Well one day she maybe understands.
Of all the people I left behind, leaving her hurt the most. She was just a sweet little girl, she also did not understand why I suddenly did not pass by anymore.
XOXO
Neo?
Thank you so much for passing by my little blog and leaving a comment! 
It means alot to me that you liked my poem! Hugs!
The truth and real emotions are hard to write down…
oh man das kenn ich, unter anderen Umständen ich wünsch dir was
@Boeck ist glaub unter keinen Umstaenden wirklich gut sowas…
Ziemlich traurig. Danke fuers vorbeischauen!
wow*. . . gg. . . . if your sis saw this post- then her eyes will turn misty *.*